please no

went and saw bridge to terabithia the other day... good movie.

then the unexpected - the girl dies.
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that was a shock - even though it was a movie. although it reminded me of all my friends. friends i'm close to. friends i'm not close to. family.

i don't want to see them die... i don't want them to see me die. it grieves me. heck i'm almost in tears right now thinking about it... i don't want to see anybody die... i don't think i'd survive after all that... i don't know how i'd deal with it all.

so friends, family, everybody... please don't die on me. please no. i'll disappear if you do.

anyways. enough of that. i need a kleenix... kleenex... i don't know how to spell that.

God bless.
peace.