so i'm playing guitar right now. i love playing guitar. it relaxes me. more so than screamo music. (yes, i don't know how, but screamo music does calm me down...).
why do i need relaxing you say? well i'm not always laid back ya know. haha. i'm just really frustrated right now. immensly frustrated. why? let's just say there's certain people in my life i have a hard time getting along with sometimes... but they're good friends... so what can i do? was it something i said - something i did? all i did was enjoy a drink that was bought for me voluntarily and not spare a sip. is there something wrong with that? all i did was put some pixie stick sugar in my energy drink... haha - it exploded the first time i did it. haha. and the guy wants a drink - i decided not to give him a drink - considering he did say just 5 minutes before that it's gross and he tasted it before... and he goes on to swear and cuss and all that.
what'm i supposed to do? feels like i'm frickin being used. i've done alot for this kid - got him a job before he even moved up here - drove him around and to work basically everyday. all that.
i friggin borrow 60 bucks from the guy and he goes off on a tangent.
should i just let it go - apologize that i didn't give him a sip of my drink and move on? or what can i do?
i'll eventually pay him back his 60 bucks... but i got 6 cents in my account right now. with no job. so obviously i can't right now.
i hate being frustrated...
good day. night. whatever you wanna call it.
peace.
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