oh how the winds blow

ever gently.

that's how it is. how we want it to be. life. seemingly full of nothing. a vessel of vanities. that's how it begins. never has - never is - and never will spontaneously change. not in any time fathomable.

anybody who's everybody wants life to go by smooth as a booster juice beverage. even smoother. think about it though. nobody wants to go through tough times like... divorce. or death. especially seeing loved ones pass away. nobody wants that. not even a psychopathic serial killer. deep down somewhere there's something - some shred of humanity or hope that doesn't want a horrific lifestyle.

now am i gonna come out and say that "Jesus wants to be your friend - He's got a wonderful plan for your life"? no. not at all. though i could... but then later on in life you'd probably call me a lyin hypocrite.

truth is. life's tough. sure we got friends n' fam. to help us out. look at it all. all around us - wars breakin out - epidemics - disease - strife.

and you blamin God?

fool.

you end up in prison for treason - and you blame God?
you get cancer - and you blame God?
your closest friend passes away. you're family passes away - you blame God?
your wife/husband divorces you - you blame God?

i could go on for days. don't think you want to be readin that much though. heh.

God created the heavens and the earth.
God created everything.
"oh but if God created everything then God created evil..." - haha. no. evil is a lack of light. if there is light - there is a lack of light - therefore: evil.

God created you.
you could be sleepin one night and not wake up - why? God made us - He chooses when he wants us back or not.

so be joyful that God's given you this day - and your daily bread.
don't blame God for the terminal illness you got - or the friends n' fam that passed away.
be joyful God's given you an extra day to live...

the question you gotta ask yourself now is: what're you gonna do with this one extra day?

waste it - give it away?
or use it to bring God glory?

go serve your king.
God bless.